Ok so my confidence lately especially in the last week has gone down to a zero.I have been told that I am not very brainy and quite a bit thick which I thought was a wee bit off. I probably deserved it though as I did do a stupid thing to upset a friend but everyone anywhere does something like that in their life.

I was very sorry but the need to run me down which was shared on  Facebook was upsetting to say the least. I guess the one good thing was that my name was not typed but people who are friends with me on Facebook would guess who it was about.

This morning I woke up with a sense that I am a worthless person and this I hated as I had built my confidence up quite well in the last couple of years.

I had to phone my friend up to go for a drink with so that he could tell me that I am a reasonable good person and not stupid, I think he helped me a little.

In the next year I am have to grow a pair as he said as I am leaving me husband,my home of seventeen years and going it alone. I’ll have to learn to pay bills and rent without any help. So I hope that I can get my confidence back again as I’ll be shit at going it alone along with my daughter who is so niave to money. Hopefully my next extrance will be a little happier, maybe it will who can say.

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